37 days...

tick tick tick...masa berlalu cepat sangat2..today genap 37 hari nenda pergi meninggal kami..Al-fatihah untuk Almarhumah nenda Epon bt Tuah.. even though dah 37 hari,pemergian beliau masih terasa especially for my mom..Alhamdulillah,mak sempat jaga 7 hari sebelum beliau pergi..itu yg di ingini beliau ofcoz for my mom too...

30 April 2012..
this date was very unforgettable..last day for being Diploma in Accountancy student at Poliku..and also officially break up with Mr. K..I'm confuse either I'm did the good decision by let him go. Even i know my love for him was very strong at that time..hmm..Mr. K was my 1st love.. <3 still love him until now.. :(
1st step out from Poliku..I have made decision to live with nenda..it's may be Matang seem give me alot of memory with him..i need and i have to forget all the memories...nobody no.how hard I'm faces with this..
Thank God, i keep busy-ing myself by taking care of nenda..at the same time.I was very thankful because can spend more time with her..

22 March 2013 10.05p.m
A day before my birthday,  I was very shock when received called from my mom..bad news on my birthday's eve!!! " Apa yang datang dari Nya,pasti akan kembali pada Nya" redha dgn qada' dan qadar dr Nya..

 last memory my mom and me dalam van jenazah...

Alhamdulillah..sempat tidur dgn beliau buat yg terakhir kali nya..that was very unexpected no fear! tidur nyenyak bersebelahn jenazah beliau..I feel nothing..honestly, last moment with her was very unexpected..tidur sama, mandikan jenazah pun sempat..lihat beliau di kafankan..and lastly, dikuburkan.... Alhamdulillah.syukur gilak2.. 22 March 2013 bersamaan dgn hari Jumaat.. :)